"I thought I needed you for security, Instead I took my frustration and stabbed myself in the heart. As a noble soldier, but I liked it. I mean. Loved it. I thought I needed you for security, Rushed by all the people at my door, I should've opened it and I felt as if I needed to. Run away, from what I loved, Everything. I thought I needed you for security, A lamp was lit by the candle, And that's when I envisioned it. A subtle learner. I thought I needed you for security, To feel safe in my own bed. Laying between the sheets that burdens me, A life that could've been. I thought I needed you for security, I'm so Glad to know that it was just a thought. Witnessing my truth yet understanding my faith is all the security I'll ever need Vanished without a trace lost in a haste Of a action that can jeopardize my future. I thought I needed you for security, Knowing that you were securely locked in my past haunted my present And what life I had left. I so openly called it theft, Stealing what matters most to me, yet dignifying yourself In my honor. I thought I needed, What could have been."
